Day One: The Beginning

What does the Address title mean to you?  I started to Blog to Chronicle about my loss of speech due to a recent stroke.   Hence ;

“Its To Speak and to heard”.    As I type away my mind rushes as as what to say…   correction type.    Here it goes;

The first thought whenever  A health trauma or any bad event for that matter comes to one’s mind , Why Me, How did that happen, it is not fair,  or other words.  Self Denial .    For Myself;   56 years old,  overweight , work six days a week, smoke, work stress, and not to mention an  unhealthy diet.

What did I expect to happen?    The Day .. The plan was to pick up  my youngest son from the Airport.  He was flying home to NC  from Portland on a Saturday night Red Eye.  Both and I wife woke early enough to get to the airport 30 minutes early to wait in the Terminal.   I was feeling fine , singing in the shower and the whole nine yards.  When I opened the car to leave I had to about a thirty second dizzy Spell.   I had a slightly odd feeling as I drove to exit the the neighborhood, but not concerning at this point .   At this point, My wife  asked  about the Airlines and where I thought my son would like stop for Breakfast.  I started to answer…….But I could not speak!  I started several times and the only sound I was able to make was a grunting noise.  At first my wife was thinking I was fooling around,  this thought was quickly  dismissed  when I pulled the car.  She immediately rushed me to the hospital and the Doctors quickly went to work and Reality as once knew would be over.